Nostalgia is killing me. Many things have changed not only this year, but over the last 5 or 6. Friendships shifted, adulthood smacked me in the face. So many happy, sad, weird and uplifting memories have been passing in my head lately.
I don’t know wether to be happy or sad. It feels sad… Feels different.
154 AKA 5 months and 1 day
Time is absolutely flying by like crazy but luckily I’m feeling happy, good, excited and enervated. I can’t complain! Even the huge pile of homework I have to make in my holidasy this week can’t wear me down :)
The sun is shining, the coffee is tasty and the music blasting through my speakers makes me feel on top of the world.
Life is swell.
Pictures and measurement tomorrow. I probably gained a bit, but I don’t care at the moment. I’m way to busy being happy for that :)
There is an official shortage on Sustanon in the Netherlands. Make sure you stock and call around to see if you can get your hands on some vials if you can.
I’m happy to have enough untill I see my Endocrinologist and talk to her about switching to Nebido. No more two weekly injections. One appointment with the GP and we’re done for three months.
I’m really happy about switching!
I wish people knew that me being transgender doesn’t mean that I have a tragic history that causes every little bump in the way, but I’m actually a very normal human being.
It makes me wonder if I should go on living stealth, or just come out at school. Choices… they keep me busy everyday.